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AA Was Born in a Psychedelic Hospital Room
In 1934, Bill Wilson’s sobriety began not with prayer or penance, but with a belladonna-induced rupture in a New York detox ward. This essay traces the overlooked entheogenic and colonial roots of AA—revealing how psychoactive plants, institutional medicine, and spiritual crisis shaped the 12 Steps. What happens when we remember that recovery started with a chemically-induced awakening—and what could that mean for healing today?

Abbie Testaberg
May 189 min read


Anchored in the Mother: Healing Through Body, Lineage, and Land
This piece explores the layered nature of the Mother Wound—personal, archetypal, cultural, and planetary—and how anchoring into the Earth Mother can offer safety and connection for healing. Through Plant+ medicine guideship, Body Deva work, and intimate reflection, it offers insights and a somatic meditation for reconnecting to the Mother within and around us.

Abbie Testaberg
May 119 min read


Exploring the Spiritual Tapestry: Encounters and Insights from a Guide's Journey
Explore entheogenic guidance, entity encounters, and evolving spirituality as we navigate the realms within and beyond.

Abbie Testaberg
Aug 7, 20233 min read


Psilocybin Mushrooms and the Entheogenic Experience: Considering a Guide-model
AN ENTHEOGENIC EXPERIENCE An entheogenic experience refers to a profound and transformative encounter with a psychoactive substance,...

Abbie Testaberg
Jul 25, 20238 min read


Macro-dose Psilocybe Mushroom Entheogenic Journeys
Defining "how much": There is no one-amount fits all for any entheogen. Entheogen refers to contributing to a mystic experience...

Abbie Testaberg
Jun 7, 20236 min read
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