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The "Adult Child" Crisis Reflects Generational Disconnection, Not Individual Defect
Forward I’ve had the real pleasure, and challenge, of working with both young adults and their parents, sometimes starting with the child...

Abbie Testaberg
Jun 1611 min read


Rupture, Repair, Repeat: A Mother’s Logbook from the Field
In our family, we’re not trying to eliminate arguing. We’re trying to understand it. To ask: is this a need? Is this a plea for justice? Is there a more resonant way to express? Voice matters—but so does how it’s held, heard, and returned.

Abbie Testaberg
Jun 146 min read


Regulation Language Reconsidered
“Nervous system regulation” is everywhere — but what are we actually regulating, and why? Rooted in industrial logic, the language of regulation often reinforces control rather than connection. HETA invites us to shift from managing symptoms to meeting sensations. Through awareness, attunement, and resonance, we begin to reclaim what we’re truly seeking: not compliance, but safety, presence, and relational truth.

Abbie Testaberg
May 206 min read


AA Was Born in a Psychedelic Hospital Room
In 1934, Bill Wilson’s sobriety began not with prayer or penance, but with a belladonna-induced rupture in a New York detox ward. This essay traces the overlooked entheogenic and colonial roots of AA—revealing how psychoactive plants, institutional medicine, and spiritual crisis shaped the 12 Steps. What happens when we remember that recovery started with a chemically-induced awakening—and what could that mean for healing today?

Abbie Testaberg
May 189 min read


Anchored in the Mother: Healing Through Body, Lineage, and Land
This piece explores the layered nature of the Mother Wound—personal, archetypal, cultural, and planetary—and how anchoring into the Earth Mother can offer safety and connection for healing. Through Plant+ medicine guideship, Body Deva work, and intimate reflection, it offers insights and a somatic meditation for reconnecting to the Mother within and around us.

Abbie Testaberg
May 119 min read


The Body as a House: Building a Home for Healing
Discover how the Body as a House exercise from HETA reveals the wholeness already within you. Reconnect with your full-spectrum self.

Abbie Testaberg
Apr 263 min read


The Warmth From Within: The basics of Polyvagal Theory
The transformative power of Polyvagal Theory - delving into the intricacies of our autonomic nervous system.

Abbie Testaberg
Oct 12, 20238 min read
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